Bukan sengaja hendak meninggalkan ruang ini tanpa sebarang kalam.....tapi apakan daya......masa terlalu mengejar diri aku dalam kehidupan seharian......banyak cerita,banyak bunyi,banyak rahsia....selama hampir 4 bulan menyepikan diri.......120 hari aku lalui.......dengan penuh cerita duka dan gembira...kepulangan nenda tercinta dua hari sebelum menjelang aidiladha,benar-benar membuat aku terpaku dan terkejut.....tanpa sebarang petanda atau petunjuk.....nenda tercinta pulang menemui Pencipta Nya dengan tenang.......Hingga lah tanggal 15 april 2006 cukup 100 hari kepulangan nenda ke hadrat Ilahi......baru aku terlintas untuk menjenguk ruangan kosong terbiar sepi ini.....Walaupun Ilahi mengambil insan yang aku sayang tanpa sebarang petunjuk.....dimana mengundang seribu kesedihan.....diberikan ganti dengan kenikmatan rezeki dan pengalaman indah...begitu besar nikmat Ilahi......akan ku coretan kan rentetan pengalaman indah yang terjadi selepas kembalinya nenda tersayang pada Ilahi.....semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat kepada nenda ku Allahyarham Wan Othman@ osman bin Wan Mustafha........Amin....

MY AUNT WEDDING RECEPTION IN ALOR SETAR 25 DEC 2005



Lastly my youngest aunt on my mother side end up by married with her officemate after go thru several relationship with few guys......my newly uncle acctually my aunt advisor whenever she have any problem to share with someone....yup,its all about fate...anyway all our family member get along very well with my uncle....his so sporting and humble..i can say a very gentelman guy ever......all the wedding reception just took us about 3month to prepare everything....my contribute on this memoriable day is by doing the dais,bedroom set up and overall outlook.....thanks to god everything go very smooth...... Picture below showing my aunt,my uncle and my grandmother......
this photograph taken after all the costume ceromany of "tepung tawar" .....the real picture of the ceremony was taken by the profesional photographer....those pic here are in my personal camera...so sorry if the quality n effact not that perfact...... The "akad nikah" ceremony took place on 24th dec morning.....after the ceromony...we had a small luncheon at our house to celebrate the bride n groom with our close relative and close family friends....about 300 guess attend the lunch and "akad nikah" ceremony.....Later at nite after isyak...we have a another occasion,so called "upacara berinai"....here where my aunt will be place alone on the dais and close family member will give bless to her by apply a pinch of henna on her palm......then later follow by dinner,my uncle and family attend the ocassion too but just seat n watching the ceremony.......rite after the dinner...this where the time both of them will be introduce to all family member follow by their hiraki........the most older in the family to the youngest...here the pic after the "berinai".....

Here some pic after the "akad nikah" and the bedroom

TRIP TO DISNEYLAND HONG KONG 2005




2005 Hong Kong trip.......2 weeks b4 puasa.....i pay a visit to hong kong.....main intention to pay a visit to newly relise disneyland......this is a original version tht build back according to the originally design of disneyland in L.A........just 15% done.....will be completed by 15 years time......
the place realy huge...but u can see still a lot of empty space around....realy hot....no big trees to shade the area....but i can say its realy enjoy if u just wann feel how the disneyland look like.....i can give 5 out of 10..... here few of my pic taken during the fisrt i enter disney hong kong.....and the arch with words walt disney...is where the hotel i stay....hollywood hotel disneyland.....

MY ANTIQUE GALLERY....MY DREAM AFTER A YEARS DEVOTED TO ANTIQUE.

This is apart of my antique gallery coverage in impiana for november 2005 issue....this about my passion...about antique n art...i hv been collecting all this antique stuff since i was in secondry school...my passion about antique strated since my greatgrandma handed over to me the family heirlooms....i m not sure why she passed it over to me...not to my grandma or my mother even....but might be she can see that i realy have passion in all this family history and all the antique piece that she was inherit from her family for about 200 years in line.......I more into collecting porcelain item....expecially the colony item that found locally...not an item that bought from oversea countries......

this because the item that colony brought in to malaya or tanah melayu that time totally diffrent from what we can find in their homeland......so far i have houndred of teaset n dinner ware.....some alocated in my small lovely gallery and some in our family villa back in alor setar.......beside that i m also started to collect local textile from my family member and frenz....about 5 years back.....i ahve about 30 pieces of textile in gd condition.....all my family heirloom still with me...and what u can see at my gallery in bangsar just something that i bought over from some1 and now it was so many in my collection, so i intend to sell it......yes..i luv all my collection...but what else i can do.....2 personal villa still can't accomodate my collection...so i just kept collection that realy rare....one day i will try to share about my rare collection.......if anyone out there have same interest with me about antique....we can share a lot of info.....i luv to hear that......

ANITA SARAWAK......

Semalam,sambil2 mencari-cari idea baru for my design work.....kepala tiba2 jd blank....so nak relisekan stress tu aku pun belek2 la album lama yg dah bertahun tak disentuh.....terjumpa la pic nie yg mmg aku suka sgt sebab menyimpan kenangan manis yg teramat.......pic nie aku ambik masa konsert diva yg berlansung di singapore pada tahun 2001 or early 2002...mmg aku teruja masa tu......sbb bila kuar jer promo about that konsert tanpa berlengah aku terus book ticket flight,hotel n tak lupa ticket for the show.....aku pernah berjumpa dgn anita few times semasa kujungan tak rasmi ke las vegas pada tahun2 1993,1997,1999 and 2000. Jadi pernah la bertegur anita n berborak pendek......anita mmg peramah sekiranya dia mengetahui antara penonton show dia kat ceaser palace tu dari malaysia,brunei,indo atau singapura. so nak d jd kan cerita semasa konsert diva tu, aku mmg try nak jumpa dia just to congrate her.....puas kepala memikir camner...sapa la kita nak jumpa divakan....but nasib aku mmg baik....mlm tu lebih kurang jam 11....i received a call from my dearest indonesian frenz....katanya mau jumpa heaty and anita kat raffles hotel,boleh la jumpa dia sekarang....hmm salah satu hotel 6 bintang di kota singapura.......so x lepas peluang....bila sampai jer kat lobby hotel tu...aku nampak kelibat my frenz with heaty n anita....anita look very simple but elegance....all in black....after dikenalkan oleh my frenz,we start to chat and talk about singapore old day.....anita mmg x ingat aku......yer la bukan sorang jer malaysian dia jumpa kat las vegas tu beribu.....aku pun story la skit yg aku pernah jumpa dia 4 times masa kat ceaser palace.....anita dgn nada yg agak terkezut n agak sayu......"dik,maaf la...kak nita tak perasaan tadi....jgn kecil hati yer....k.nita betul2 apreaciate that u still suka show kak nita...."so humblekan bila diva cakap camtu...to me bukan la big deal pun....anyway malam tu byk jugak we all. i mean anita and heathy share a lot of stories with both of us.....sedar tak sedar hampir 2 jam lebih kami berborak...and anita minta diri coz harus beredar sbb dia akan kembali ker las vegas on the nexy day......then again in year 2002......aku teruja balik coz anita buat solo konsert kat stadium bukit jalil after her last konsert in kl way back in 1970's.....aku sempat jumpa anita kat istana hotel kl......hotel yang taja penginapan semasa konsert anita....a day b4 konsert aku jumpa dia lagi n bawak pic yg ni.....anita dah ingat aku...anita bergitu rasa gembira dalam telo melayu singapura...menyampaikan rasa terharu padahal aku bukan la close dgn anita pun setakat jumpa few times.......sempat borak tanya khabar sikit sebanyak...then bagi dia pic nie...n anita tanpa aku minta terus minta maker pen dari one of the helper masa tu n terus sign atas pic yang aku tunjuk dia tanpa di pinta......aku mmg rasa dihargai sgt la........but apa yg aku cuba nak bagi tau....anita seorang yang amat menhargai peminat dan tinggi budi bahasa......itu yang buat aku suka sgt kat dia...kalau nak ikut bakat x seberapa pun anita...tapi dia ader satu daya tarikan yg dtg in package..........aku x sabar nak tunggu new album anita in jazz genere that going to b launch on 14 dec......album yg memuatkan jazz dari era 1930an hingga 1960an......mmg dah lama aku tunggu album mcm nie dari artis2 tempatan....yes anita at last.....thanks anita......

MEMORY IN PERTH....TO ALL MY FRENZ THERE...THANK FOR THE SYAWAL!
This among my good buddy.....masa nie antara last trip we all bersama sebelum masing2 bergelar suami dan isteri....hikhik i still single no worry k.....pic nie ambik masa kat albany,magreat river,the giant valley..semua nie kat dalam negeri perth.......tempat nie sumber alam...ader hakisan luluhawa...maka terjadi la lubang gua yg membentuk jambatan batu tergantung....bawah tempat we all pose tu laut........hihihi kalau jatuh tak tau la mau jd dugung kot.....but kat perth nie...nothing la yg special,ala2 kalau kat malaysia,mcm korang p tempat2 yang kurang maju la....luar dari daerah bandaraya.....nama jer gah....apa2 pun tetap la malaysia menjadi pojaan hati ku!...hihihi.... kat tepi nie.....pic masa aku buat open house raya kat perth...ala2 dinner kat balcony...walaupun nak masuk summer dah masa tu... cuaca masih ala2 sejuk bangat sgt.....jadi mantain jer la kan.......budak baju tshirt putih nie member aku dari sydney....sanggup fly for almost 6 hours from sydney to perth....just nak celebrate raya ngan aku.....meriah jugak aku memasak malam tu....ader lontong,ader rendangdaging n ayam,ader soto...n bermacam2....rasa meriah dari malaysia....cuma...malam tu pakat nak pakai baju melayu/kurung....tapi tiba2 cuaca hujan2 gitu...semua x jadi..... haaa...pic yg kat tepi nie...bukan kita dah berubah kerjaya okey....jd pemotong kayu balak.....or thats my new home....nie antara pokok2 kat giant valley,perth....yang mana pokok2 dia beribu tahun....sampai ader lubang gitew...yang kalau dah tak der umah....leh berumah dalam tu.........rasa macam nak jer hias cantik2 lubang pokok tu buat port....tapi bila fikir2 balik....area tu ala2 menyeramkan....terus la....kita matikan niat.......
Sebenarnya,kalau nak ikut kan hati.......mmg la rasa perth nie very the very kuno.....tapi dalam2 tu ader jugak yg best...expecially the green......nature that b preserved........masa jalan2 kat country road dia....kangroo tak yah cakap...expecially dekat2 nak senja...mmg time dia active.....kangroo nie punya la kuat....n agresive.....nampak jer mcm malu2 kucing...sepanjang perjalanan tu macam2 lorong aku rejah...buat macam kat malaysia....sesat...patah balik.....but signboard dia mmg la....kecik sgt....lagi 20 meter ader simpang baru nampak.....jd terpaksa la bawak keta macam ala2 baru belajaq.......cuma map kener sentiasa di tangan co-pilot....sebab jalan dia bercabang-cabang........nanti la ada masa aku tulis lagi..............

bila ku fikir,sampai tua, dunia belum kiamat.........hmmm just a few lines of this indonesian song that famous back in early 1980's........i always come accros with this type of question. Hey,kalau ko tak kawin sapa nak jaga ko bila ko dah tua?......ko tak risau ker kalau parent ko rasa terhina kalau ko keep membujang?...n macam2 lagi soalan cepumas.....but to me till today....org sibuk dok fikir pasal perasaan masyarakat sekeliling....but sedar atau tidak...adakah kita pernah fikir nak jaga perasaan diri kita sendiri?.....sometimes i m to tired to pretand to be nice to some1 just pasal nak jaga feeling masing2......n sometimes because of that we like encourage people arround us to become hipocrete.....thats to bad..to me i luv to see all people around me to b realy out spoken.....coz eventhought its hurt at the first but it will bring something good in d end......WHY SHOULD WE PRETAND JUST OF SEEK THT WE DONT WANT TO HURT ANY?.......do u know that if a person find out the truth about what ever is it....it will b more paintfull n more hurt?......so pls all my family,buddies n friends around......just tell or voice out what ever u feel,u see, yr understanding or any.....just b yourself....dont b hipocrete....help people around u, by being more criticies......pls...I M SICK OF BEING AROUND WTH PERSON THAT TRY TO CARE OF YR FEELING AND NOT BE THEMSELVE.........we r not a child anymore.....as a adult we have to be more open to changlange n problem to make us more matured........not stay in another world where by u r hoping everone to please you,to praise u n what ever to keep yr feeling..........THING ABOUT IT....!